Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Time changes nothing...

Time changes nothing once pain is etched into your heart. You just have to bury it and pray that it doesn't resurface.

But when it does, you just have to find new ways of burying it again and pray even harder it never sees the light ever.

Because there's nothing anyone can do or say that hasn't been done or said. So you face the demons alone.

And there's only one goddamn reason why you're doing this to yourself and you hope it's not because you're masochistic.

You hope that it's in the name of something greater.

1 comment:

DL said...

Time do change the degree of pain you feel. One day either you will realise that you have let go of the pain, or something bigger than it happen to make it insignificant. Or, you r eventually ready to choose to face n get over it.

It will happen - the change. But yes, you face it alone. Ppl can only provide you w strength n motivation. You can bury it and go through the vicious cycle of it re-surfacing and burying it all over again. It will come a day where u will be sick of it or eventually ready to face it n get it over n done with. It's up to you n only you. Whenever you are ready. But there will be change. I promise. Depends on you how long it takes.

Till then, I'm here silently beside you if the posting is about you.
*hugs*