I love how quiet it is at 5am, how I'm alone in the office and in full control of my work pace, how I can indulge in a little peace and quiet when almost everyone is asleep and occasionally a nice breakfast from Macs.
But..
I hate the feeling I get when I knock off at 3pm, how everyone is either still at work or busy with their own matters. I hate that lonely feeling of coming home when everyone seems to be so caught up with other stuff and have sort of "disappeared" around late noon or evening time. I also don't know if I should nap or stay awake to sleep at before 10pm later.
The night shift is a depressing shift too. No one likes stepping out of the office into an empty and dark street, not having a proper dinner, and not being able to do anything after that.
This is just so fucking depressing. And I can tell because I'm hiding in the room with my lights off and I'm not even playing music or doing anything...I'm doing nothing. And it took a lot of energy for me to write this entry.
I'd rather go through PMS.
4 comments:
Hmmm... If morning shift has such nice peace n quiet, n I have no issues getting out of bed, I would looooovvveee morning shift! To leave work early while everyone is still busy n I can finish up during working hrs to either run errands or have afternoon tea or window shop. Fantastic!! I look forward when I finish my work at 3 or 4 pm n leave work!! Freedom!! While other colleague are still stuck at work. It's pretty liberating thou mean, but I don't laugh at their misery, coz I have those days where I work till 9pm from 8.30 in e morning. Now! That's depressing. Not just e late dinner. In summer it's still a bit better when dun sets at 8-9pm, in winter n it's cold, n e sun sets by 5.30-6!! And the train only runs half hourly n u can't catch e train, u sit n wait n then spend an hour training home (no more express trains) and then a miserable 15-20mins walk home. I would love e morning if I had no issues waking up.
Yeah I thought it was a good thing to leave work while everyone's stuck..but the reality is, it's very physically taxing.
I wake up at 430am, reach work before 530am..and work all the way through till 3.30pm. By the time I finish, I'm too tired to shop or have tea. It feels like I haven't slept the entire night, no matter how many hours of sleep I get.
But thank goodness it's only 3-4 days per month. I doubt I can do more than 4 days man. It'll kill me.
If it's more than 4 days, u might as well turn ur clock to Aussie time. Wake up 3-4am, go to sleep 8-9pm sg time. Like I wake at 6-7am, sleep at 10-11pm. =p
*hugs* I can understand how important sleep is!!
You can, if you tell yourself so!
blast your nano or something.
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