I no longer prance around in my room to any random music playing on my laptop. Hell, I no longer bob to music!
I no longer throw my head back in ecstatic laughter. I no longer want to dance, I no longer want to hop into a pool at 3 in the morning and I no longer like to talk to random strangers. Neither do I like to make small talk now.
In fact, I no longer like to talk for too long or too much. I just want to sit quietly with people I'm comfortable with...and not speak (I miss Moo). I am also disliking the idea of meeting so-called "friends", who really are acquaintances. I don't want to meet new people too and no, I don't want to stand around with a cocktail in one hand either.
I am now experiencing a moment of stagnancy and tad hibernation. Leave me with my laptop, iPod, tea/coffee, ciggies, a book..and I'll be a happy girl.
I've got this unsettling feeling and I think I know what's wrong. But I've been sleeping on it.
And I'll continue to sleep on it till I'm ready to wake up with a jolt.
This is the calm before the storm I suppose...no?
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