I hate this emotional see-saw.
One moment, I'm feeling lovey-dovey, glowing with positivity..."the world's fantastic", I'm healthy, blessed, la-di-da-di-da....
Then someone reminds me of something....and...
SMACK
I feel like I slammed into the ground while skydiving without a parachute.
I'm probably the most negative person to ever walk this planet. Everyone I meet have the same reaction when we end up in a deep conversation: "You're so negative!" or "Gosh, you're quite cynical huh?"
Yes, I am. And I learn to be positive. But people who have known me long enough would know that I'm always clouded by negativity. No matter how I try to remain positive or think optimistically, my glass is always half empty.
Positive energy just seems to bounce off me like light or like a submarine's radar bouncing off the seabed.
How? I need enlightenment.
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