Goodnight & Go

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go...

I've had this song by Imogen Heap for ages and I haven't listened to it, till tonight. Now I'm playing it over and over again and I don't know why. Now the tune is stuck in my head. The things I do to myself. Ha!

She's beginning to converse with me through MSN again, which made me lose my fucking appetite this afternoon when I was craving for a heavy lunch. Instead, I had sliced fish mee sua. Urgh. Now she tells me she lost the rings we made. What the fuck?! Does that make my existence trivial as well? Grace called her a 'schnit'. I call her a 'schnithead'. Just when everything was changing for the better: mentally, emotionally, whatever. Urgh.

Women are getting on my nerves now. Maybe I should just settle for less, get married and grow old and bitter. Hahaha. I just recalled a conversation I had with Grace last night. She asked if I would date a guy again, then I told her I might; her cracker crumbled from her hands onto the plate. Then again, I think I'll still have the urge to be with a girl in the end, so it's not a good idea to do that.

I think I'm suffering from PMS (it's about time too). I ended up in a staring war in the train just now with a middle-aged woman bitch. Just because the train sways a bit, my bag knocked her arm just a little and she turned around and made the bloody annoying "tsk" sound. That ticked me off, especially when you get "tsk-ed" by a stranger. I turned to face her and it was a good thing she was shorter than me. She was on her mobile giving instructions in such a commanding tone to that poor guy on the other side and it ticked me off more. So I started staring at her whilst she gave me 'the look'. I then gave her a 'you-actually-think-you're-great look'. I think this exchanging of looks went on for only 2 minutes or so before I got off the train. Just because you're on the mobile doesn't give you reason to 'tsk' me like a rat when I only touched her a bit because the train was swaying. I will never touch a woman like that. I hate public transport.

Such a loser. I bought Maccers home because I was craving for it the whole afternoon. I asked for shaker fries along with the meal I bought. Upon reaching home with an empty stomach, I couldn't wait to start eating, only to find that to my dismay, the woman had forgotten to give me the shaker packet. ARGHHH! I wanted to stab her.

*grumbles*